It's off to work I go..... :) How happy am I then? I had been out of work for 6 months - I was getting to the proverbial 'bottom of the barrel' but lo and behold I am a great truster in life and I was offered a job on the day my Job Seeker's ran out :)
I've been working now for 3 weeks and I have to say I am getting used to it again but how wonderful it is to work for a company that actually values their employees and gives fair time off for extra hours worked and one of the best things is that I can happily leave my work when I go home each eveing without another thought. I don't have to worry anymore if I will still have a job next week or not, and the place is air conditioned in warm weather and lovely and warm in cold weather!! Dear Reader, if you only knew how I suffered at my last place of work where the toilet water froze over in Winter and I was warned about using the heating as it was expensive and so we froze in there.
How was it that I suffered under that Dickensian regieme for such a long time, being bullied by management and betrayed by a close colleague. I was always so worried about losing that job....I wonder why? It was the best thing that could have happened - I sleep at night now, I work far less hours, I don't have any undue work related stress anymore. I finally realise that this is what work should be like - and with colleagues who you can have a laugh with.
So I feel I have to say a big thank you to life for giving me the nudge which I wouldn't have done myself as the very idea frightened me silly! It's funny how things work out, but now I wish it had happened years ago as I've wasted so many years of my life in such a dead end job.
Actually when I think of it this is a sort of a theme in my life that so many years I wasted in a variety of different situations until a total change occuring.
Better late than never I have to say and thank you again to the powers that be :)
Wednesday, 12 September 2012
Monday, 20 August 2012
Looking forward to August BH Weekend...
It's a Bank Holiday weekend coming up and we're off to Manchester on Friday for the Manchester Pride big weekend, hotel all booked (with spa!!) and we are sooo looking forward to a few days away in amongst some lovely like minded and some outrageous fun-loving people :) Great tuuuunes, plenty of beer/bacardi n coke/vodka n lemonade etc - lurvely stuff and of course plenty of up close and personal times with my lovely lady....
So, we have actually had some nice Summer type weather in the last week or so, of course having had a look at the weather app it forecasts rain for Friday and Saturday - well it's Manchester, what do you expect? It seems to always rain in Manchester, it won't dampen our fun though I'm sure.
I may have a job in the offing.....:)) I am hugely excited about this as it could lead to something really good for me/us at least it would be regular, good money and I have had enough of being off work for months so please bring it on, I need to earn some serious dosh and then I can get myself a VW van and be more free at weekends etc. I'll be back online to say if I got the job or not, I'll be really upset if not but still hold the view that what is meant to be will be - look at my whole life!!! I actually sometimes feel I have been put into a back seat in the vehicle of life and it has been driven by another landing me where I am....I am not complaining about this as I am extremely happy with my lot and I wouldn't want to change anything about it for the world, all is as it should be - this is because I believe that my silent wishes must have been heard on a higher level when I was so very unhappy some years ago that no matter what I tried the person I was with refused to show me any love and affection and so it slowly killed off any respect I had for him - once that had gone it became a slippery slope - as the saying goes 'be careful if you are not showing your appreciation for your lady or someone else will appreciate what you don't'- BOOM! that's how it happened....
It's hot and sticky today and I have to find out this evening if I have a job (starting this week!!) and then go shopping quickly for some decent work outfits. I want to look smart and I want to impress so that I can get on and make something of myself - yes, even at this late stage in my life - it's never too late to make something of yourself.....
Just to have regular money coming in would be sooo good and maybe a bonus system where you get a bit extra every now and then - keep your fingers crossed for me dear reader :)
So, we have actually had some nice Summer type weather in the last week or so, of course having had a look at the weather app it forecasts rain for Friday and Saturday - well it's Manchester, what do you expect? It seems to always rain in Manchester, it won't dampen our fun though I'm sure.
I may have a job in the offing.....:)) I am hugely excited about this as it could lead to something really good for me/us at least it would be regular, good money and I have had enough of being off work for months so please bring it on, I need to earn some serious dosh and then I can get myself a VW van and be more free at weekends etc. I'll be back online to say if I got the job or not, I'll be really upset if not but still hold the view that what is meant to be will be - look at my whole life!!! I actually sometimes feel I have been put into a back seat in the vehicle of life and it has been driven by another landing me where I am....I am not complaining about this as I am extremely happy with my lot and I wouldn't want to change anything about it for the world, all is as it should be - this is because I believe that my silent wishes must have been heard on a higher level when I was so very unhappy some years ago that no matter what I tried the person I was with refused to show me any love and affection and so it slowly killed off any respect I had for him - once that had gone it became a slippery slope - as the saying goes 'be careful if you are not showing your appreciation for your lady or someone else will appreciate what you don't'- BOOM! that's how it happened....
It's hot and sticky today and I have to find out this evening if I have a job (starting this week!!) and then go shopping quickly for some decent work outfits. I want to look smart and I want to impress so that I can get on and make something of myself - yes, even at this late stage in my life - it's never too late to make something of yourself.....
Just to have regular money coming in would be sooo good and maybe a bonus system where you get a bit extra every now and then - keep your fingers crossed for me dear reader :)
Monday, 23 July 2012
Last week in July and Summer's here!!
Good evening Readers one and all!!
Where do I start? I guess with the most important news I have to write about and that is the loss of my most faithful companion Kaiser....my gorgeous boy was known by all to be a 'gentle giant' - dubbed a Labrador in a Rottie's coat. He was the softest, most trusting, loyal dog and I have been knocked off my axis by his loss. He was diagnosed with Lung cancer less than 2 weeks ago and since that time rapidly went downhill, I think we all wonder when the right time is to make the final journey with them but I knew it had come when he had had a bad night, trying to breathe and in the morning couldn't eat his brekky....the first time since he was just 6 weeks old that he refused food!! Then I knew....
The house is eerily quiet and seems so empty without him. As I come through the front door I still put my hand down expecting to feel his head nudging me until that cold stark realisation sets in that he is no longer here....
Yesterday morning I awoke having just had a lovely dream with him in it and then as consciousness began to take over I remembered and the tears overtook me. Of course all pet owners know that their pets will usually have a lesser lifespan than we do but even though we know this it is still devastating when we come to the inevitable time. I said I couldn't go through this again, it is the first time I have had a dogless home in 20 odd years, I don't like it at all. I am thinking that when I am ready I may well adopt an older dog who needs a kind loving home and one who would like as many cuddles as I do.
The next thing that is of importance to happen this weekend was that rather stupidly I tried placing my iphone across the top of a glass of water on my bedside cabinet - but of course dear reader you can guess what happened....yep, it fell into the water! I got it out straight away and dried it and put it in a bag of rice for 24 hours but unfortunately it's completely dead! Now common sense is not really my forte - well you can't have everything can you? So I have lost all my numbers, all my saved data and the worst thing of all is that all of my photos (over 2000 of them) have also gone - these sadly included my pics of my beloved Rosie and of course Kaiser and videos of them too. So apart from the fact that I am lost without my phone I have got to find the cost of a new one as I am not due an upgrade til next year. Oddly enough though although I am annoyed by my stupidity I can see it for what it is - an annoyance, not life and death stuff! So on I go, it's just another little knock really.
THis may seem odd but I feel as though something good is in the offing? Is that peculiar dear Reader? It;s just that life is so short and for me certainly not worth getting in a '2 + 8' about over a phone - it's more the loss of the photos I'm sad about however no one can take away the memories that will be forever etched in my brain.
My ex used to get quite cross with the fact that I was so positive all the time and that I saw the best in things/situations as opposed to his pessimistic outlook on everything. I feel sorry when I think back as it must have been very annoying for someone in such a frame of mind to be constantly in the presence of a person who constantly saw the positive in every situation, until I got depression that is....and he never even noticed that!
Enough for tonight will write again soon.
Where do I start? I guess with the most important news I have to write about and that is the loss of my most faithful companion Kaiser....my gorgeous boy was known by all to be a 'gentle giant' - dubbed a Labrador in a Rottie's coat. He was the softest, most trusting, loyal dog and I have been knocked off my axis by his loss. He was diagnosed with Lung cancer less than 2 weeks ago and since that time rapidly went downhill, I think we all wonder when the right time is to make the final journey with them but I knew it had come when he had had a bad night, trying to breathe and in the morning couldn't eat his brekky....the first time since he was just 6 weeks old that he refused food!! Then I knew....
The house is eerily quiet and seems so empty without him. As I come through the front door I still put my hand down expecting to feel his head nudging me until that cold stark realisation sets in that he is no longer here....
Yesterday morning I awoke having just had a lovely dream with him in it and then as consciousness began to take over I remembered and the tears overtook me. Of course all pet owners know that their pets will usually have a lesser lifespan than we do but even though we know this it is still devastating when we come to the inevitable time. I said I couldn't go through this again, it is the first time I have had a dogless home in 20 odd years, I don't like it at all. I am thinking that when I am ready I may well adopt an older dog who needs a kind loving home and one who would like as many cuddles as I do.
The next thing that is of importance to happen this weekend was that rather stupidly I tried placing my iphone across the top of a glass of water on my bedside cabinet - but of course dear reader you can guess what happened....yep, it fell into the water! I got it out straight away and dried it and put it in a bag of rice for 24 hours but unfortunately it's completely dead! Now common sense is not really my forte - well you can't have everything can you? So I have lost all my numbers, all my saved data and the worst thing of all is that all of my photos (over 2000 of them) have also gone - these sadly included my pics of my beloved Rosie and of course Kaiser and videos of them too. So apart from the fact that I am lost without my phone I have got to find the cost of a new one as I am not due an upgrade til next year. Oddly enough though although I am annoyed by my stupidity I can see it for what it is - an annoyance, not life and death stuff! So on I go, it's just another little knock really.
THis may seem odd but I feel as though something good is in the offing? Is that peculiar dear Reader? It;s just that life is so short and for me certainly not worth getting in a '2 + 8' about over a phone - it's more the loss of the photos I'm sad about however no one can take away the memories that will be forever etched in my brain.
My ex used to get quite cross with the fact that I was so positive all the time and that I saw the best in things/situations as opposed to his pessimistic outlook on everything. I feel sorry when I think back as it must have been very annoying for someone in such a frame of mind to be constantly in the presence of a person who constantly saw the positive in every situation, until I got depression that is....and he never even noticed that!
Enough for tonight will write again soon.
Good morning dearest Reader!
It is a lot cooler this morning than the last few days, quite pleasant out there but threatening to rain which does not make me happy :(
An observation I have made over the last few weeks is that some people tend to convey a type of judgement on a person with the way they ask a question - it goes something like - "No news on the job front then?/You not working yet?/Not got anything lined up?" etc., etc.... Now don't get me wrong, it's nice that people are interested and I'm quite willing to chew the cud/have a natter and explain what's happening with most people when I know they are genuine in their concern and are true friends BUT where did "Hi how are you?/It's so good to see you!/Let's go for coffee/lunch!" it's the ones who then start being bitchy about those who are unemployed - they say things like "alright for some eh/must be nice not having to get up in the morning" rather than listen to what I have to say about the subject - so me being me dear Reader, well, you know what I'm like by now and I am starting to twist the knife a little, can't resist it - Wow! there's a statement for a counsellor.... I guess what I'm trying to say is that I just lurve putting people in their place and watching them squirm a little when I know their intentions are not very nice....Of course the only ones who will be reading my blog are my true friends and I truly love you all so have no fear I am not pointing this at any of you :) - In fact I think I can be proud of the fact that you know me so well you know I would not hesitate in telling you to your face what I think rather than go through my blog, lol.
Just have to say that this was actually written on 31/05/12 and when I just went in to write another little offering I found that instead of publishing it to my blog I saved it to draft (for some unknown reason!!) Anyway here it is and now I shall write another post that will be properly for this date.
It is a lot cooler this morning than the last few days, quite pleasant out there but threatening to rain which does not make me happy :(
An observation I have made over the last few weeks is that some people tend to convey a type of judgement on a person with the way they ask a question - it goes something like - "No news on the job front then?/You not working yet?/Not got anything lined up?" etc., etc.... Now don't get me wrong, it's nice that people are interested and I'm quite willing to chew the cud/have a natter and explain what's happening with most people when I know they are genuine in their concern and are true friends BUT where did "Hi how are you?/It's so good to see you!/Let's go for coffee/lunch!" it's the ones who then start being bitchy about those who are unemployed - they say things like "alright for some eh/must be nice not having to get up in the morning" rather than listen to what I have to say about the subject - so me being me dear Reader, well, you know what I'm like by now and I am starting to twist the knife a little, can't resist it - Wow! there's a statement for a counsellor.... I guess what I'm trying to say is that I just lurve putting people in their place and watching them squirm a little when I know their intentions are not very nice....Of course the only ones who will be reading my blog are my true friends and I truly love you all so have no fear I am not pointing this at any of you :) - In fact I think I can be proud of the fact that you know me so well you know I would not hesitate in telling you to your face what I think rather than go through my blog, lol.
Just have to say that this was actually written on 31/05/12 and when I just went in to write another little offering I found that instead of publishing it to my blog I saved it to draft (for some unknown reason!!) Anyway here it is and now I shall write another post that will be properly for this date.
Saturday, 26 May 2012
Sunny days.....
Good morning dear Reader!
What a lovely morning we have here in sunny Northampton! Can't seem to find the font colour button so this may well be published in plain black type (boring.com eh?).
So, still no job....to be honest as the last couple of months have gone by I'm not very hopeful, the first 6 weeks out of work I wrote so many emails, letters, job applications etc but I think now that I've been put out to grass by the majority of those I once worked alongside and so am trying to gracefully accept my lot in life, tho it does rather grate that my ex husband is sitting pretty on a massive fortune that I helped him to make, while I continue to struggle, how fair is that? However I may not be rich in the money sense but in love I feel like a millionnaire!! How wonderful it is to have someone you love so deeply that you know loves you back just as deeply, is that too slushy for this time in the morning? I guess but life is good thanx....
I'm sat here with Jezza on TV watching the ingrates that present themselves for public ridicule - why would you? they are mostly at the lower end of the intelligence spectrum which makes me wonder why I even bother to have it on in the background...unless it is that the stupidity of some people astounds me. JK is a bully for the purpose of 'public entertainment', gleefully bulldozing thru these morons lives - with their permission!! Oh dear people what are you doing?
That aside I have dyed my hair purple/pink this week, fulfilling a desire I've had for many years...God the things I get up to now, at this age, because I can...why did I wait so long to have the freedom that is so sweet? I always say 'no regrets' but actually if I had one regret it is that I lived in such a controlled, unloving relationship for so very long, so many wasted years :( I mourn those years and I wish I could have them back so that I could have lived as I wished and enjoyed the feeling of freedom, only choosing my own limitations because I now know this is the only way to attain true happiness in life. AND dear Reader, I have that true happiness :))
Another thing I'm happy about is the fact that I'm continuing to lose weight, another 2lbs off which makes 13 lbs in total now! I have to say I'm nicely surprised as I've been eating well and even drinking alcohol and still I'm losing :) yayy!! I am determined to get another stone off and then I'll be happy with myself. Just want to look decent as I've got the age battle going against me and I can't do anything about that. I want to look my best for my gorgeous partner so people don't think she has a minger of a partner. I want her to be proud of me.
Looking forward to going to Birmingham Pride next weekend, my partner and I are staying over Saturday to Monday and meeting up with friends and possibly family there - it should be a brilliant party atmosphere. Summer, sunshine, lighter nights, warmer weather all serves to make us happier people - think we all love it really.
I've also just got some new alloys for the Camper my son is getting for me soon, can't wait I have so missed the vw scene. Bug Jam next month YAYY!! I think I may well take advantage of not working at the moment and just take off in the van for a few days here and there - the thought has always appealed to me -but am I a little worried about actually travelling on my own? Yes dear Reader I think sadly in this world of ours I have to admit that I am.....is the answer then to take a Rottweiler with me? I think it may well be :) thank goodness then that I have one who is able to travel and would probably enjoy every minute of the journey.....let us see how roadworthy this gem will be when it arrives from the US. Just found the text colour as have writtenthis over two days so am changing it from black to current favourite - purple (ish) .....now enjoying the lovely warm (hot) weather we seem to be having 30 C today in sunny Northampton :)) loving every minute of it.....until next time adios amigos xxxx
What a lovely morning we have here in sunny Northampton! Can't seem to find the font colour button so this may well be published in plain black type (boring.com eh?).
So, still no job....to be honest as the last couple of months have gone by I'm not very hopeful, the first 6 weeks out of work I wrote so many emails, letters, job applications etc but I think now that I've been put out to grass by the majority of those I once worked alongside and so am trying to gracefully accept my lot in life, tho it does rather grate that my ex husband is sitting pretty on a massive fortune that I helped him to make, while I continue to struggle, how fair is that? However I may not be rich in the money sense but in love I feel like a millionnaire!! How wonderful it is to have someone you love so deeply that you know loves you back just as deeply, is that too slushy for this time in the morning? I guess but life is good thanx....
I'm sat here with Jezza on TV watching the ingrates that present themselves for public ridicule - why would you? they are mostly at the lower end of the intelligence spectrum which makes me wonder why I even bother to have it on in the background...unless it is that the stupidity of some people astounds me. JK is a bully for the purpose of 'public entertainment', gleefully bulldozing thru these morons lives - with their permission!! Oh dear people what are you doing?
That aside I have dyed my hair purple/pink this week, fulfilling a desire I've had for many years...God the things I get up to now, at this age, because I can...why did I wait so long to have the freedom that is so sweet? I always say 'no regrets' but actually if I had one regret it is that I lived in such a controlled, unloving relationship for so very long, so many wasted years :( I mourn those years and I wish I could have them back so that I could have lived as I wished and enjoyed the feeling of freedom, only choosing my own limitations because I now know this is the only way to attain true happiness in life. AND dear Reader, I have that true happiness :))
Another thing I'm happy about is the fact that I'm continuing to lose weight, another 2lbs off which makes 13 lbs in total now! I have to say I'm nicely surprised as I've been eating well and even drinking alcohol and still I'm losing :) yayy!! I am determined to get another stone off and then I'll be happy with myself. Just want to look decent as I've got the age battle going against me and I can't do anything about that. I want to look my best for my gorgeous partner so people don't think she has a minger of a partner. I want her to be proud of me.
Looking forward to going to Birmingham Pride next weekend, my partner and I are staying over Saturday to Monday and meeting up with friends and possibly family there - it should be a brilliant party atmosphere. Summer, sunshine, lighter nights, warmer weather all serves to make us happier people - think we all love it really.
I've also just got some new alloys for the Camper my son is getting for me soon, can't wait I have so missed the vw scene. Bug Jam next month YAYY!! I think I may well take advantage of not working at the moment and just take off in the van for a few days here and there - the thought has always appealed to me -but am I a little worried about actually travelling on my own? Yes dear Reader I think sadly in this world of ours I have to admit that I am.....is the answer then to take a Rottweiler with me? I think it may well be :) thank goodness then that I have one who is able to travel and would probably enjoy every minute of the journey.....let us see how roadworthy this gem will be when it arrives from the US. Just found the text colour as have writtenthis over two days so am changing it from black to current favourite - purple (ish) .....now enjoying the lovely warm (hot) weather we seem to be having 30 C today in sunny Northampton :)) loving every minute of it.....until next time adios amigos xxxx
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
Updating....
It appears that I have neglected to write my blog for around a year so here goes I am promising, dear Reader that I shall be more conscientious in future as I do have more time now as you will soon see....
The year of 2011 went by marked mainly by treachery and betrayal - I was dealt some severe and massively wounding blows by a couple of people I had held close to me and so of course I had left my heart unprotected which proved to be a mistake that would have repercussions probably for the rest of my life....as they say, 'everything happens for a reason...' and believe me I have searched long and hard for the reason behind the knives that were so violently thrust in between my shoulder blades, the scars from these will never fade so deep have been the wounds. My world has been rocked, shaken to the core and if you think that this sounds dramatic so be it dearest Reader, I can only tell you how it felt for me.
At the very beginning of the year I lost my dearest companion, my beloved dog Rosie who was my most faithful girl and for whom I shall always weep, she was indeed a most special, loving, intelligent and brave dog, how I miss her and always will..
I took on more work and trying desperately to keep the Rape Crisis centre open and ticking over I worked often 60 hours a week, laid awake many nights worrying about it all and how I could keep it afloat as a colleague was leaving more and more of the work for me to pick up and in the background was trying to distance me from the others there so that she could home in on the position she had set her sights on. Yes, how stupid of me to trust her I hear you mutter and of course you are right but that has always been a fault of mine, what you see is what you get, I wear my heart on my sleeve and I treat people as though they possessed the same qualities as I do. How wrong I was, I know this now. My partner warned me against this but chose not to take heed and so I was very badly bitten.
Due to this psychological trauma I found my life was thrown into a very uncomfortable dilemma where I was suddenly experiencing insecurity issues in every aspect of my life, I was beset by panic attacks where I could no longer trust my decisions, indeed I wondered if I was fit to do anything at all at times and all the time I tried to keep the worst of it away from my partner who was a great support to me and my family who had no conception of what effects I had been left with. I began having anti-work feelings on an almost phobic level, I became a shadow of myself there and was being bullied by work colleagues who like pack animals ganged together to eradicate the weakest member of the pack.
My worst fears were realised just before last Christmas when I was given notice of my redundancy. What would I do, how would I live, earn money etc, what on earth would become of me? I was again catapaulted into the realms of the unknown but happily dear Reader I have to say that as it happens it has been one of the best things to have happened to me... I would never have given my notice and left work and of course without that money coming in things will undoubtedly get tough once the redundancy money runs out but it's mid May and I'm happier than I have been in the last 4 years!! I am looking for work of course but don't feel any tremendous urgency over the search, I am enjoying the sensation of 'chilling out' of not having to work to deadlines and attend meetings and wonder where funds are going to come from. I am concentrating on me :) and loving every minute of it.
I have been advised to write a book and I am seriously considering this as my life has been anything but mundane! Would it make good reading dear Reader? well, I'd have to leave that up to you I think. I shall try to make more regular entries to this blog first of all while I plan out the sections of my book.
Meanwhile I am happy, I am settled, I am in love and I am loved, how much better can it get I wonder? Well, I guess if I had an income it would enhance things a little but on the subject of the most important things in life I would say I have got it all :)
Until next time dearest Reader, I respectfully take my leave.....adieu xx
The year of 2011 went by marked mainly by treachery and betrayal - I was dealt some severe and massively wounding blows by a couple of people I had held close to me and so of course I had left my heart unprotected which proved to be a mistake that would have repercussions probably for the rest of my life....as they say, 'everything happens for a reason...' and believe me I have searched long and hard for the reason behind the knives that were so violently thrust in between my shoulder blades, the scars from these will never fade so deep have been the wounds. My world has been rocked, shaken to the core and if you think that this sounds dramatic so be it dearest Reader, I can only tell you how it felt for me.
At the very beginning of the year I lost my dearest companion, my beloved dog Rosie who was my most faithful girl and for whom I shall always weep, she was indeed a most special, loving, intelligent and brave dog, how I miss her and always will..
I took on more work and trying desperately to keep the Rape Crisis centre open and ticking over I worked often 60 hours a week, laid awake many nights worrying about it all and how I could keep it afloat as a colleague was leaving more and more of the work for me to pick up and in the background was trying to distance me from the others there so that she could home in on the position she had set her sights on. Yes, how stupid of me to trust her I hear you mutter and of course you are right but that has always been a fault of mine, what you see is what you get, I wear my heart on my sleeve and I treat people as though they possessed the same qualities as I do. How wrong I was, I know this now. My partner warned me against this but chose not to take heed and so I was very badly bitten.
Due to this psychological trauma I found my life was thrown into a very uncomfortable dilemma where I was suddenly experiencing insecurity issues in every aspect of my life, I was beset by panic attacks where I could no longer trust my decisions, indeed I wondered if I was fit to do anything at all at times and all the time I tried to keep the worst of it away from my partner who was a great support to me and my family who had no conception of what effects I had been left with. I began having anti-work feelings on an almost phobic level, I became a shadow of myself there and was being bullied by work colleagues who like pack animals ganged together to eradicate the weakest member of the pack.
My worst fears were realised just before last Christmas when I was given notice of my redundancy. What would I do, how would I live, earn money etc, what on earth would become of me? I was again catapaulted into the realms of the unknown but happily dear Reader I have to say that as it happens it has been one of the best things to have happened to me... I would never have given my notice and left work and of course without that money coming in things will undoubtedly get tough once the redundancy money runs out but it's mid May and I'm happier than I have been in the last 4 years!! I am looking for work of course but don't feel any tremendous urgency over the search, I am enjoying the sensation of 'chilling out' of not having to work to deadlines and attend meetings and wonder where funds are going to come from. I am concentrating on me :) and loving every minute of it.
I have been advised to write a book and I am seriously considering this as my life has been anything but mundane! Would it make good reading dear Reader? well, I'd have to leave that up to you I think. I shall try to make more regular entries to this blog first of all while I plan out the sections of my book.
Meanwhile I am happy, I am settled, I am in love and I am loved, how much better can it get I wonder? Well, I guess if I had an income it would enhance things a little but on the subject of the most important things in life I would say I have got it all :)
Until next time dearest Reader, I respectfully take my leave.....adieu xx
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