Sunny days.....

Good morning dear Reader!
What a lovely morning we have here in sunny Northampton! Can't seem to find the font colour button so this may well be published in plain black type (boring.com eh?).


So, still no job....to be honest as the last couple of months have gone by I'm not very hopeful, the first 6 weeks out of work I wrote so many emails, letters, job applications etc but I think now that I've been put out to grass by the majority of those I once worked alongside and so am trying to gracefully accept my lot in life, tho it does rather grate that my ex husband is sitting pretty on a massive fortune that I helped him to make, while I continue to struggle, how fair is that? However I may not be rich in the money sense but in love I feel like a millionnaire!! How wonderful it is to have someone you love so deeply that you know loves you back just as deeply, is that too slushy for this time in the morning? I guess but life is good thanx....


I'm sat here with Jezza on TV watching the ingrates that present themselves for public ridicule - why would you? they are mostly at the lower end of the intelligence spectrum which makes me wonder why I even bother to have it on in the background...unless it is that the stupidity of some people astounds me. JK is a bully for the purpose of 'public entertainment', gleefully bulldozing thru these morons lives - with their permission!! Oh dear people what are you doing?


That aside I have dyed my hair purple/pink this week, fulfilling a desire I've had for many years...God the things I get up to now, at this age, because I can...why did I wait so long to have the freedom that is so sweet? I always say 'no regrets' but actually if I had one regret it is that I lived in such a controlled, unloving relationship for so very long, so many wasted years :( I mourn those years and I wish I could have them back so that I could have lived as I wished and enjoyed the feeling of freedom, only choosing my own limitations because I now know this is the only way to attain true happiness in life. AND dear Reader, I have that true happiness :))
 
Another thing I'm happy about is the fact that I'm continuing to lose weight, another 2lbs off which makes 13 lbs in total now! I have to say I'm nicely surprised as I've been eating well and even drinking alcohol and still I'm losing :) yayy!! I am determined to get another stone off and then I'll be happy with myself. Just want to look decent as I've got the age battle going against me and I can't do anything about that. I want to look my best for my gorgeous partner so people don't think she has a minger of a partner. I want her to be proud of me.

Looking forward to going to Birmingham Pride next weekend, my partner and I are staying over Saturday to Monday and meeting up with friends and possibly family there - it should be a brilliant party atmosphere. Summer, sunshine, lighter nights, warmer weather all serves to make us happier people - think we all love it really.
I've also just got some new alloys for the Camper my son is getting for me soon, can't wait I have so missed the vw scene. Bug Jam next month YAYY!! I think I may well take advantage of not working at the moment and just take off in the van for a few days here and there - the thought has always appealed to me -but am I a little worried about actually travelling on my own? Yes dear Reader I think sadly in this world of ours I have to admit that I am.....is the answer then to take a Rottweiler with me? I think it may well be :) thank goodness then that I have one who is able to travel and would probably enjoy every minute of the journey.....let us see how roadworthy this gem will be when it arrives from the US. Just found the text colour as have writtenthis over two days so am changing it from black to current favourite - purple (ish) .....now enjoying the lovely warm (hot) weather we seem to be having 30 C today in sunny Northampton :)) loving every minute of it.....until next time adios amigos xxxx