Monday, 20 August 2012

Looking forward to August BH Weekend...

It's a Bank Holiday weekend coming up and we're off to Manchester on Friday for the Manchester Pride big weekend, hotel all booked (with spa!!) and we are sooo looking forward to a few days away in amongst some lovely like minded and some outrageous fun-loving people :)  Great tuuuunes, plenty of beer/bacardi n coke/vodka n lemonade etc - lurvely stuff and of course plenty of up close and personal times with my lovely lady....

So, we have actually had some nice Summer type weather in the last week or so, of course having had a look at the weather app it forecasts rain for Friday and Saturday - well it's Manchester, what do you expect? It seems to always rain in Manchester, it won't dampen our fun though I'm sure.

I may have a job in the offing.....:)) I am hugely excited about this as it could lead to something really good for me/us at least it would be regular, good money and I have had enough of being off work for months so please bring it on, I need to earn some serious dosh and then I can get myself a VW van and be more free at weekends etc. I'll be back online to say if I got the job or not, I'll be really upset if not but still hold the view that what is meant to be will be - look at my whole life!!!  I actually sometimes feel I have been put into a back seat in the vehicle of life and it has been driven by another landing me where I am....I am not complaining about this as I am extremely happy with my lot and I wouldn't want to change anything about it for the world, all is as it should be - this is because I believe that my silent wishes must have been heard on a higher level when I was so very unhappy some years ago that no matter what I tried the person I was with refused to show me any love and affection and so it slowly killed off any respect I had for him - once that had gone it became a slippery slope - as the saying goes 'be careful if you are not showing your appreciation for your lady or someone else will appreciate what you don't'- BOOM!  that's how it happened....

It's hot and sticky today and I have to find out this evening if I have a job (starting this week!!) and then go shopping quickly for some decent work outfits.  I want to look smart and I want to impress so that I can get on and make something of myself - yes, even at this late stage in my life - it's never too late to make something of yourself.....

Just to have regular money coming in would be sooo good and maybe a bonus system where you get a bit extra every now and then - keep your fingers crossed for me dear reader :)

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