Surprises.....

Good evening to you,

Of course this is the time of year for surprises.  What a fantastic surprise I got yesterday when I walked into my partner's house.  Her lovely daughter who is something of a literary genius presented me with such a lovely Christmas Card, she wrote such a thoughtful little paragraph which makes me feel so very special and appreciated.  I would so love to take her on as a step daughter as I wanted in the very beginning, not sure how my lovely lady will feel about this but I just had to give her a cuddle and a kiss for the meaningful words that I shall treasure always.

During my stay with my mum she (mum) has been so caring about my lady and she has really taken to her daughter too.  She is hoping they will come for Christmas day but each time I mention it my lady fends it off which I have to say I find sad as she is also making the decision for the kids as well and I know that they would enjoy the family games and the traditional meal etc.  Still I have to let her do what she wants of course and she will celebrate it in whichever way she sees fit I guess.  Will this ever change I wonder? I hope so as I would like Christmas to be something the kids will grow to love like mine do rather than always remember it being a time to be sad as they will take whatever feelings they are being taught now through their lives and on to their own families in future.

It's interesting that I have once again been feeling quite poorly last night and today.  I don't know what is wrong with me, I hate to keep dwelling on it but I don't do sickness well :( I absolutely hate it.  I'm just a bloody big baby and keep complaining and making everyone aware of how miserable it makes me.

I really do have to get back to work next week as my money will be low and I was banking on the bonus to help me pay some of my credit card off.  Jeeze when will I be able to be out of debt? I am playing the lottery online now so that I don't forget it and I don't miss it or lose the ticket if I win lol, yeah that would be me dear Reader! so near yet so far!! I've also signed up for the postcode lottery as I so need a windfall at the moment.  When I'm properly on my feet I'm going to get my house ready to sell and get a smaller bungalow I think and free up some dosh to pay my debts then live within my means.

My lovely lady and I have agreed to buy each other a long weekend away for our Christmas present as that is something we shall both enjoy together.  I have of course bought her a rather special bottle of her perfume too which I hope she will be thrilled with as its the biggest one you can get and it's eau de parfum not eau de toilette which is weaker and cheaper.  I want to spoil her and wish I could afford to shower her with presents but I just haven't got the means to do it.

Oh well that's all from me at this time just a short one really just basically to say how delighted I am with the beautiful words written to me by an 11 year old :D .